Re: ♡ snow flower.

por **sagittarius** Lun 05 Feb 2018, 3:48 pm

Unless you’ve personally been there, I imagine it’s something that’s difficult to stretch you mind around. It’s a position you can’t picture yourself being in and believe me if you could - you wouldn’t want to. But some people live there… in that darkness… on that knife edge (if you can call that living). But has it ever occurred to you that the reason you can’t imagine suicide ever being a viable option… the reason you can’t wrap your mind around the idea of a person wanting to choose a solution as devastatingly final as ending their life is because you’ve never really considered the kind of hell someone has to go through to arrive at that conclusion? The way you see the world – with its intoxicating highs and terrible lows and its mediocre boring ‘most of the time’ – is not how everybody experiences it. Some people have only lows. You experience life as an ever spinning ferrous wheel of emotions, but some people are hopelessly stuck at the bottom far lower than you will ever go. You think it’s a selfish option because you see a loving family, friends and lovers who will miss you if you left. You see lists of things that make life worth living but some people see a list of things they feel they’ll never be able to escape.
You do not know how heavy a person’s burden is unless you’ve walked in those shoes, you do not know how dark the world looks to some people because you cannot see it with their eyes and that is why you cannot imagine a future so terrifyingly bleak and painful that you would do just about anything to get away from it; a pain so soul destroying you’d do anything not to feel it any more. You cannot know it, cannot imagine it unless you’ve been there… so don’t judge. It’s just that simple. You’re not required to fix it, you’re not even required to be supportive if you don’t want to… just be kind to people and don’t judge. If you lack the emotional depth to empathise with someone else’s pain, then at least keep your mouth closed and stop contributing to it.
— Ranata Suzuki | For anyone who says suicide is a cowards way out (via shareaquote)
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por **sagittarius** Lun 05 Feb 2018, 3:50 pm

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'don't forget what our starvation means: the cry of an abused child.'

'now put your hand in my back and feel my spine, i could cut you with all that rage'

por **sagittarius** Lun 05 Feb 2018, 3:54 pm

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oh shit

por **sagittarius** Mar 06 Feb 2018, 7:51 pm

why is bboom bboom tHAT BOP

por **sagittarius** Mar 06 Feb 2018, 7:53 pm

por **sagittarius** Mar 06 Feb 2018, 10:41 pm

THE BODY PROBLEM

my eating disorder has been a lot of things —
a slow and deliberate suicide, a way to numb
myself up until I couldn’t feel a thing, a distraction
to the real problem;

the real problem is not the body I inhabit or
the ways in which it haunts me in my sleep.
it’s not the way I look, fat on my hips & thighs
that rub together with each step, acne
littering my peach pit skin;

the real problem is that my mind is cracked into pieces.
it is broken in all the places where it should be glued together;
shaking when all is calm & screaming
when there is nothing to fear.

replacing food with air like caloric value is nothing more
than a number & fat content is content with being empty when
in reality, it’s the food that helps the body thrive but
the eating disorder exists because I never wanted this body
to thrive, in fact I’ve always wanted to destroy it.

can you understand this? this desire
to end the thing which gives you life; this desire to
destroy that in which is continuously creating you?

— Avital Shira

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por **sagittarius** Miér 07 Feb 2018, 2:42 pm

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por **sagittarius** Jue 08 Feb 2018, 1:18 am

omgggggggg fuck offfffffffffff someone pls fucking stop my neighbors ughhh

por **sagittarius** Jue 08 Feb 2018, 1:19 am

sagittarius escribió:omgggggggg fuck offfffffffffff someone pls fucking stop my neighbors ughhh

holy shit they are so motherfucking annoying goddamit it's 3am god let me live

por **sagittarius** Jue 08 Feb 2018, 1:22 am

art

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por **sagittarius** Jue 08 Feb 2018, 11:41 pm

por **sagittarius** Jue 08 Feb 2018, 11:44 pm

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A Tale of Two Sisters (2003)
dir. Jee-Woo Kim

spoilers:

por **sagittarius** Jue 08 Feb 2018, 11:46 pm

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my soft precious and sweet baby oh i love you too much

por **sagittarius** Jue 08 Feb 2018, 11:57 pm

dAMN i thought suzy and lmh were dating again and i was so fucking happy jumping and then the companies deny it smhhhhhhh whyyy ugh when! will! they! realize! they! are perfect! for! each! other!

por **sagittarius** Jue 08 Feb 2018, 11:58 pm

sagittarius escribió:dAMN i thought suzy and lmh were dating again and i was so fucking happy jumping and then the companies deny it smhhhhhhh whyyy ugh when! will! they! realize! they! are perfect! for! each! other!

anyways then i hope she's dating jung hae in :)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) my man :))))))))))) and my queen :)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) we stan :)))))))))))))))))

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