Re: »Life's too short for so much sorrow.«

por **Swaggie.** Sáb 28 Jul 2012, 10:58 pm

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por **Swaggie.** Sáb 28 Jul 2012, 11:05 pm

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What? What kind of fool tears it apart? Leaving me pain and sorrow?

por **Swaggie.** Sáb 28 Jul 2012, 11:35 pm

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And here I am... Again in this darkness and loneliness. Feeling helpless, empty. Somewhere, deep inside of me, I knew that I would fall again. And I fell... I fell hard and it hit me like it never hit me before, beacause, beacause of this, I'm becoming a really bad person. Without responsabilities, that treats the ones who loves like shit and don't give them the reason why she does that. And, deep inside me, I feel helpless. No one will ever take this pain away from me. And, that's what's making me push people I love away, so away... Mother and father, they, ask me what's happenin to me, telling me that I'm not who I was, that I'm acting weird. They do that, trying to have and answer, wanting to help, but... They can't. They will never make this darkness disappear, go away... I tried a lot to make it go away, but, I couldn't make it. I cut my wrist for a time. And, let me tell you, it didn't work at all. I laugh at myself, I want to have a guy like Tate Langdon, to be my darkness. I wouldn't mind if he keeps messing around me, you know, he's the perfect guy for me.
I have this, uhm, kind of black hole in my chest. It's taking all the good, all the light that I ever had. That little amount of person that I have, I mean, had. 'Cause, I don't have it anymore. I think it's gone... Really gone. So far away... All the shit I have been thrown at, all the bad things people have said and done to me, has drive me to become this kind of person I am now. Selfish, rough, heartless, damaged, suicidal... I've searched a lot for a person who really understands me... I have it now, but I still think that there's something missing.
I just want one someone who really gives a shit 'bout me. Who hugs me till I fall asleep, who dries all my fucking tears, who loves me for who I really am. This fucking imperfect person... I just need a hug from Gerard Way in this moment.
I'm out.

"Stick and stones my break her bones but names could make her starve to death"

por **Swaggie.** Sáb 28 Jul 2012, 11:55 pm

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por **Swaggie.** Sáb 28 Jul 2012, 11:56 pm

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