dream maker, you heart breaker

Moon river, wider than a mile
I'm crossing’ you in style some day
Oh, dream maker. you heart breaker
wherever you’re going’
I’m goin’ your way
Two drifters, off to see the world
There’s such a lot of world to see
We’re after the same rainbow’s end
Waiting ’round the band my Huckleberry friend
Moon river and me
Moon river, wider than a mile
I’m crossin’ you in style some day
Oh, dream maker you heart breaker
wherever you’re goin’
I’m goin’ your way
Two drifters, off to see the world
There’s such a lot of world to see
We’re after the same rainbow’s end
Waiting ’round the band my Huckleberry friend
Moon river and me

Spoiler:

My darling. I’m waiting for you. How long is the day in the dark? Or a week? The fire is gone, and I’m horribly cold. I really should drag myself outside but then there’d be the sun. I’m afraid I waste the light on the paintings, not writing these words. We die. We die rich with lovers and tribes, tastes we have swallowed, bodies we’ve entered and swum up like rivers. Fears we’ve hidden in - like this wretched cave. I want all this marked on my body. Where the real countries are. Not boundaries drawn on maps with the names of powerful men. I know you’ll come carry me out to the Palace of Winds. That’s what I’ve wanted: to walk in such a place with you. With friends, on an earth without maps. The lamp has gone out and I’m writing in the darkness. 

Ten decisions shape your life,
You'll be aware of 5 about,
7 ways to go through school,
Either you're noticed or left out,
7 ways to get ahead,
7 reasons to drop out,
When I said 'I can see me in your eyes',
You said 'I can see you in my bed',
That's not just friendship that's romance too,
You like music we can dance to,
Sit me down,
Shut me up,
I'll calm down,
And I'll get along with you,
There is a time when we all fail,
Some people take it pretty well,
Some take it all out on themselves,
Some they just take it out on friends,
Oh everybody plays the game,
And if you don't you're called insane,
Don't don't don't don't it's not safe no more,
I've got to see you one more time,
Soon you were born,
In 1984,
Sit me down,
Shut me up,
I'll calm down,
And I'll get along with you,
Everybody was well dressed,
And everybody was a mess,
6 things without fail you must do,
So that your woman loves just you,
Oh all the girls played mental games,
And all the guys were dressed the same,
Why not try it all,
If you only remember it once,
Oooh ooooooh,
Sit me down,
Shut me up,
I'll calm down,
And I'll get along with you

Es probable que me cambie de escuela este año, el suspenso me consume en silencio. Se que lo que pase será para bien, se que todo estará bien de cualquier modo.

Sin embargo, no puedo evitar ese sentimiento de emoción por alejarme de muchas de las personas que son mis amigos, o eran mis amigos, siento que es mejor así. 

Este verano hice la prueba, gran parte de estas vacaciones me alejé de todos y creo que me acerqué más a mi familia. Me tomé mi tiempo fuera de las redes sociales, de la presión de tener que hablar con alguien de algo interesante o simplemente responder un mensaje, esa pequeña presión por verme bonita en las fotos, verme bonita cuando salgo con amigos o algo tan sencillo como ir a la escuela. 

Creo que gran parte que tuvo que ver con mi "liberación" es que en estas vacaciones no tenía nada que me retuviera.

I was made to love her, been working at it
Half of my life, I’ve been an addict


And she’s been good to me
Far as I can tell she’s happy, livin’ with her Macky


So please don’t take my love away
Let my baby stay, let my baby stay


Please don’t take my love away
Let my baby stay, let my baby stay


And where would I be, feeling lonely
Separated from my one and only


And what’s there left to say
Far as I can tell that day could be on its way


So please don’t take my love away
Let my baby stay, let my baby stay


Please don’t take my love away
Let my baby stay, let my baby stay

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Estoy enamorada del amor, de la vida y de las personas que me rodean.
Me he dado cuenta que la vida es preciosa, sorprendente y emocionante.

La música que pasan en la radio me deja un hueco en el corazón, pasa por mi cabeza y sale dejando un pequeño dolor.
¿cómo es que terminamos escuchando esto?