Never thought I'd feel so alone ♥

Nombre: Never thought I'd feel so alone ♥
Autor: Cherry ♥
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Genero: Misterio, o quizá enojo, Soledad. Como ustedes los quieran interpretar.
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I’m not the girl who the people think.


Lately I feel alone.
As if no one else was in the world, just me
And the truth It is so
No one is to support me.
Nobody knows I'm bulimic.
Nobody cares about me.
I just want someone to understand me
I'm not perfect, but I seek perfection
This is in vain.
Because that does not exist
But, if perfection does not exist,
Why is there such a word?


I think if only I had more than one person
Those think like me
My whole world would be different.
People talk bad about me.
Why do they think I'm a bad person?
But, they only know my name, not my story.
Because those people just believe that talking behind my upper makes more than me.


And that destroys me
Because I'm a stupid that delivers everything for them.
But they do not appreciate
No matter we fight over and over and over again.
To them I will always be dumb Ingrid.
The one does not realize that we talk about her
That is only one more in our herd.


But it is not.
If they knew why I feel less
If they knew that I come to think about killing myself
If they knew that just destroyed me hear those words out of his mouth.



I just want you to know that if I am worth.
I'm not a "bitch" as they think
I can give more love but they do not deserve
I could find something good in life.
Not only pain

You feel less sad.
Let others abuse you.
Abusing your feelings.
Abusing your being.

But, I'm not the only one who hides it and hope someone gets to hear my words.
For the moment.
Wait for that person to give everything worthwhile.
And that person
This too far.
But, I'll wait.
They’ll wait the rest of my life if necessary.
Because it's awful to have a thousand things to say
But not having anyone to say them
I just want that person
Who love me unconditionally.
The look forward to....
But it never came

That girl, It’s me.


she is sad
she is hurt
she is dying
she is alone
she is lonely
she is a mess
she is judged
she is ignored
she is suicidal
she is stressed
she is confused
she is fucked up
she is depressed
she is misunderstood
she is tired but still living
she is hurt but she won't show it
She is screaming but is silent
She is in pain but still smiling
She is me